goodbye aunty.
goodbye uncle you meng.
goodbye thaddeus.
goodbye theophilus.
i will so totally miss you all!
esp theophilus.
that cute thang.
the next time he comes back, he'll be 4 or 5 years old.
awwwww. i cant bear to see them leave.
three years!
to sweden!
wth.






making some decisions of my life now.
so many problems.
slowly take them on one by one.
and soon enough, i'll be trouble-free.
telling myself people come and go in life.
cant just cling onto something that isnt worth clinging on for.
ansley! you're so so right.
if some people dont know or DONT CARE about how im struggling, they're so so SO FUCKING taking advantage to the MAXIMUM.
i think i've reach my max.
and soon enough i'll be useless to them and *WHAMM out the door i go.
i know what's going on behind my back.
things they say.
ALL THE LABELS.
ohh.. and have i done anything for myself?
NO.
and it's time i do justice to myself.
i love myself.
why torture myself.
going through so much in my head.
school's starting.
shouldnt bring this part of my life in.
whats there to worry.
i'll make more friends in poly.
(: really cant wait for poly to start.
cant wait.
cant wait for this period of my life to end!
FLIP THE PAGE.
start a new life.
(:



fuck those fucktards who have being using me.
fuck 'em all.

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